Attack mode!

Merced! I need to bitch-slap a neighbor and be done with this - this being the unacceptable behaviour yesterday as the water was shut off as I was cleaning the shower and tub and I went to check - dripping wet - what the heck was happening.
At my front door was said neighbor along with another building tenant. I got slashed as I asked what was up, not even knowing the whos or whats of what was going on with the H2O shut off.
"All you do is complain!" was one volley of heated nonsense thrown at me as I tried to assuage this most vitriolic one. This is No. Umpteen of assaults upon me for - uh - something perceived as my hideous self at work in the world, a world too close to the bones of this thin-skinned lout.
I so wanted to hit him and hit him direct and hard, but got my jollies by screaming a hearty "Fuck You!' and then slamming my door. How very adult of us all. Obviously, I am still upset.
Covered in Comet and lovely lavender soap is not favorite state to be when the water is shut off. Rinse, repeat! Get assaulted, repeat.
No; we want no repeats of this very tiring performance. What's one to do?
Not to seek revenge - lord, that is just too easy. I want this dude to be able to witness this really ugly ugly ugly thing he somehow feels entitled to throw about whenever he deems it fit. No, sorry. It makes everyone edgy and really makes you ("you" being "him") out to look like a fool; an ugly, hateful fool. Two assholes never solved anything.
Make me a bigger person. Please.
Other news today? Uh, it rained a little bit....
Watched "Crash" the other eve with Branden - both of us found it to be "cloying," if not badly written and acted in many places. Some scenes were good. It had to have something going on to garner an Oscar, but, golly, is this the best? Not even close.
Crash and burn - today's mystery message to all that need to do just that.
But I mean it in a positive, growth-oriented kind of way.
Funny weird - right after the door slam (oh, the drama!), I sat here at my desk and got this sharp pain right through my lower chakra big time. It was stunning to be affected by something so quickly, or is this just good timing?
That's theater for ya! And ain't that what this all is? And by that, I stress that this ain't no dress rehearsal, kids - get your fucking acts together.
Likewise, I am sure.
Break a leg!